Monday, March 25, 2013
|I did my walking ,I also got new shoes..|
I love Shoes
I hope you had a good weekend and may this week be better than last. Talk to you soon..
Saturday, March 23, 2013
This is what I have been listening too lately.
In my past life (When I was married) we had a big living room and it had hard wood floors and I used to play this Frank really loud and my little family would run to the living room and we would pretend to ball room dance. I used to take dancing lessons and my mom used to dance professionally so I could pretend well..
There is something about Frank Sinatra's voice that is so beautiful and elegant. I was sitting with my aunt yesterday and she was telling me about how life has so many ups and downs and how this ride we call life is like a roller coaster..Honey she said you are riding along and everything looks good and next thing you know you are dropping straight down and before you know what happened you are going up again. I totally agree.
Looking back on my story I often feel like holy cow I have been on the Matterhorn.. That crazy roller coaster. Looking back I would not change a thing or experience. I totally get that everything we go though makes us who we are and I like myself..
I do often feel insecure about my number.What I mean by that is I have been married twice and divorced once. My dad tells me that because my first husband Roger whom I loved with my entire being went to heaven that I should not think about that one..I feel I want to think about that one and count it and never forget my first marriage.. I got married in Vegas and I wore the cutest mini skirt white silk dress. I was so quite back then. He wore a grey shirt and black pants. We got married at the Chapel of harmony.(how fancy hu ) Somehow while Roger was in chemo therapy I got pregnant. I was so happy but he was crazy happy. I knew Paola was a blessing because how many people do you know that get pregnant while there husband is in chemo..mot many..Roger told me when Paola was born that he never knew he was capable of loving anyone as much as he loved her..I felt so good about being able to give him such a great life experience that allowed him to experience loving your child . The last thing I remember about when he was alive was the way he looked at Paola and I. I was 24 when he went to heaven and Paola was 2. That was a great life experience. Its funny how I feel insecure about sharing my story..I think I feel afraid that someone will criticize me..When really as long as I am good with God and I like myself and I am good mom I am good...
why do I even have those dumb insecure thoughts.. probably because I am a girl.. I used to label post like these ramblings from my brain.. I think I will label them Little pieces from My Life Story..I hope you are having a lovely weekend. I am sitting in my bed with my knew blanket sharing listening to Frank..Have a wonderful Day..
Thursday, March 21, 2013
Monday, March 18, 2013
|So happy Birthday Dad...We Love you so much....|
Saturday, March 16, 2013
Thursday, March 14, 2013
Wednesday, March 13, 2013
|Saturday night I went to an Art Walk in North Park. It was cool they had Project Figment there. They do interactive art. So everything in there booth is consistently changing because people keep adding to it. They educate people on art awareness.|
|In this picture they knitted a cover over a frame and you write your desires on it and weave it through. I cant tell you mine or it wont come true !!|
|Here we are..Elena and me.|
|This is North Park at night. Its this groovy part of San Diego. They have lots of bars, restaurants, art studios , vintage shops, coffee shops and dessert bars...YUM|
|This was a painting on the wall and all I can think when I look at it is if I was cartoon I would want hair like this..|
|It was a fun night and I am glad I went. Its been a while since I went out on the town...By the way I have a huge surprise to tell you about this weekend and I am also getting a blog facelift :)|
|This is me taking time to smell the roses....|
Monday, March 11, 2013
|I ran up and down the beach 5 times. I rolled in the sand. I layer down and then I felt so much better. I think I needed to play.|
|When things feel stressful or they seem to have a hold of you. When life is going by really fast..I highly recommend taking 5 to 10 minutes to just play. Maybe Rubik's cube in your car. Pulling out a box of crayons and coloring on a piece of paper.|
|so take the time to play..Its good for you...|
Thursday, March 7, 2013
Wednesday, March 6, 2013
Tuesday, March 5, 2013
|I was worried things would not turn out the way I wanted them too. I finally just let my expectations go and it all turned out well.|
|Can you see the excitement in her eyes.. |
This is the reason I that even if I got of work at 2 am.. I was taking this little girl of mine.. She was so happy with her new Birthday dress. I also let her put on a little eye shadow. She was Crazy happy...
|Here we are with our new family member Saige .|
Monday, March 4, 2013
|This is what Bella's Birthday week looks like so far..|
Fun with Cousins.
|Fun with friends|