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Wednesday, June 23, 2010

Me on Wed..


I have decided to make wed the day I give myself permission to ramble..So I am going to try to make it my self portrait and rambling day since some how in my brain the two go together...OK I seem to be felling much better..but that could change tomorrow...I am more aware of my happiness and sadness.. I think I need to pray more..My girl friend found out she was sick and it changed my view of my girlfriends...I am really learning how much I love them and how much I need them. My girlfriend appreciation meter with myself went way up..I have been spending lots of time with Carrie she is very inspirational to me...(thank you C)...I love mail don't you...I am trying to send out a card to a friend every week...Monday is still my favorite day of the week and I hope that never changes..OK...my kids...I am in love with all three...My little boy...well I am trying really hard to be both loving and strong but I have to admit I think I am too nice so that makes me a pushover...but I am aware and trying...My little girl ...well she is her own girl and I love that she tries to be like me and that she tries not to be like me...My soon to be 16 year old...She is so pretty and she can be very sweet too but hello she is 15....so all can say in reagards to my mothering is I love them completely ...
OK...and I just want to touch on this because know I am not the only one...My sadness comes and goes and I tried meds...but they make me so tired and hazy....so I am doing the only thing that seems to work for me...exercise and the one day at a time method..Some days are GREAT others OK and others just suck....but don't give up (right) because there is always tomorrow and tomorrow might be great if so we just keep moving forward well we are bound to run into all of it...a rainbow of beautiful human emotions....and I dont want to miss any of it....
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