There is this feeling I can't seem to chase away. It fallows me everywhere I go. The thoughts that linger in my head keep remind me to take theses moments in. They only happen once. My children will only be this age now. I will never be younger than I am today. I try and make dinner at least 5 nights a week. We all sit together for at least 40 minutes and as I sit there with my family I look around and I know this is a special moment in time I need to hold on too. My kids will only be with me for a short time and I am living it now. I crave to hold on to these moments.