Sunny Saturday...

Things are looking up here in my world...The sky looks a little brighter and my coffee was a bit yummier than usual this morning... I have high hopes....for a much better tomorrow..I have cleared out my memeory card becasue its time to fill it up again with new and wonderful pictures....
My mom has been keeping me company so I have had lots of fun conversations....dressing up and acting silly...I love to act super wacky with her...
I have been thinking about how much I need my kids back..and guess what they come home today at 8pm....Yes I am so super DE duper Happy.......
My life is good always but sometimes we feel sad but not today..I have so many ideas on how I am going to make super yummy lunches for my little guys...I am going to start going to mass with my little crew...I am going to do secret field trips just like before and I am going to try really hard to be in the moment with them..not worry about tomorrow or think about yesterday just love my kids ,my family, my friends, my self and God....
So since I am looking so very sexy in this picture...(total joke) please have a great weekend and thank you for the sweet comments they mean the world to me ..with that happy weekend all.....

My Honest Tuesday..

Here we are...

We are found, We are lost..

We laugh ,we cry..

We are not alone and I know that ..We all go through insane roller coaster of life just trying to find that happy moment that makes it so worth it...It lies in our children's smiles it lies in the way he spoons with you, the little bit of heaven we create on a canvas if only to make our own hearts sing. Its in that constant movement forward in that hope that must not leave our hearts ever..Hope to love and be loved ..Hope to make what we broke better if not for us then for our kids but really for ourselves to heal what hurts and to keep moving forward,,

Our hope lies in the sunrise that will be here tomorrow to let us know we are alive and all is OK..We must never give up on ourselves..because we are beautiful inside and out ..because we make a difference in so many people lifes..because we matter ....when things look bad and your heart hurts ..reach for those who love you , there wanting to hold you..they too need to love you..don't give up on life and it wont give up on you....

Love always,

Gloria

What I am thinking about...

OK, so I am so in adoration of this color right now....Mabeline mint..$3.50 at CVS.. Hello ..cheap happiness in the shade of mint ..Do you see my ring..My mom gave it to me..My hands felt naked and it made me sad to look at them and see no ring..so I asked my mom if I could barrow a ring and she gave this one ..It kind of looks like a turtle..I think that's perfect because I see myself as a turtle..I hide when I need too..I walk ( run) a long way..I am slow to react..I am loyal...I would be a perfect turtle...
I have been feeling a-lot lately..How about you? I feel like there is a-lot happening on this earth. I am Happy then sad and I feel like I am getting my head out of the sand...yikes!!I have learned this... its never as bad as we think its going to be...I always think this.. Oh!!! my..here we go and then guess what its not so bad,,but I do have to stop hiding to experience this...I have to come out of my shell..I am trying really hard to let myself be seen..Its kinda weird when you've been in hiding or so long , also I was married for 10 years and then I AM not. I have a whole new respect for people who go through this..I had no idea how crazy emotionally hard it was to go through it...I am on the other side now and I am proud to say I am going to be OK..I have met some people along my new path that are amazing souls..People who don't mind feeling...So here I am..most of the time happy and most of the time crying..but its good I am getting or going or moving somewhere..I am definitely moving in some kind of forward direction..and guess what I am not closing my eyes...My lesson learned is I am not going to give up on myself and neither should you..this is what we have one life and we have each other...so lets blog!!!!!!

That's supposed to be funny..ha ha ....no really I just believe that we all deserve our happily ever after and I don't think we can plan for it I think life just happens..Key thing is we have to be willing to let it happen .That means take chances and be willing to fall and get hurt..but that's OK..because if you don't fall then how can we get up and be wiser and stronger and present..That's key ..being present ...to love ,care for, nurture, learn experience and love...( I LOVE LOVE )

I am here hurting too and laughing but not giving up...so lets not give up together..OK

yours truly,

Gloria

Its Friday ?

I am kinda rambling so be warned...
This Friday its cold and raining here in San Diego...CHA is also this weekend..How exciting all the new paper lines and new product is here..My girlfriends are going and I wish I was but you cant do everything when your a single mom...I will just have to wait until its out in the stores...This way I have something to look forward to.(new paper...YUMMY )

I had company this whole week and a couple sick kids..My birth mom stayed with me..It was nice..Having another adult to talk too..I am still crocheting a-lot..but my girlfriend Cathy man I taught her the basics and man shes just crazy making stuff..I love it now she teaching me now..I am loving the rain just loving it...I am wearing rain boots today too..This is my outfit this Friday. Yes I have to buns in my hair..here is a secret ( this is my favorite way to do my hair right now ) its kinda weird i guess because I am 37 but I just love having it out of my face and ponytails are cute...Oh..I am all over the place today so just bare with me...I have to share this with you..My new favorite face cream I just discovered...7 (seven) from target..Have you tried this stuff ??I just love it.I also love the price so perfect..another reason to go to target..OK well have a great weekend and if you are going to CHA...blog about it OK..Have a safe weekend and stay warm.I am going to the movies with my dad....